I have a friend that I am deeply deeply in love with. I have known her since elementary school (we're both 23 now, born in the same month 3 weeks apart). Since then I liked her and through the years my love for her kept growing. I don't know what to do. She's always on my mind, she is the last thought before I go to sleep and the first thought on my mind when I wake up. I constantly repeat her name in my head and out loud when I'm alone. I love her. But I think the feel is not mutual. She has already told me I'm like a brother to her. That hurt me so much. I'm afraid if I let out my feelings it will ruin our friendship. But these feeling are killing me. I desperately want to tell her. but I don't know how to go about it. I sure she suspects I like her more than just a friend and I'm afraid that makes her uncomfortable. I don't want her to feel uncomfortable. I love her. She's on my mind so much I find myself not concentrating anymore. I don't care about anything. I'm slacking off at work and college. This worries me a little. It really pains me to be away from her. I love her voice, the way she looks, smells, everything. I feel so empty without her. I want her, I need her, I love her. Help what do I do. The worst part is she only likes me as a friend. I just want a chance with her. I'm afraid my feels will drive her away. I don't want that. She's my first love. my only love. I desperately need your advise. I going crazy think about her. It really depresses me to know she is right in my reach yet I can't get her.
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