I first started out with Depression, well over two years ago. Since then, I have lost my job and feel like I am stuck in chicken limbo! I have had more down's than you can imagine!
I've tried to take my own life twice because of the financial state this depression has left me in! I have my own house with a mortgage that I am just holding on to with a thread!
Because of the amount of time of me being unemployed I have thrown myself into furthering my education. I have completed numerous courses to try and achieve a goal in life before I retire!
I feel now though, with me being out of work for so long, that this has in fact, affected me more than I thought! Browsing through the job vacancies, I decided to try for a few in one of the roles that I just recently qualified in completing my level's 2/3 in Peer Mentoring with youth.
After applying for the post and receiving the application forms on line, I started filling them in. When I got to the end though, and went to press send, I couldn't do it! I panicked and felt all my anxiety returning. I felt scared to return back to work!
So, how do I get over that fear of getting back to work, without me falling deeper into my depressive state?
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