I am having a problem with not wanting to stay with my husband of 8 years. Three years ago I found out that he was having an affair on me. Before the affair, I put my whole heart into our marriage, now I have absolutely no trust in him. Since then we have split up several times, each time being initiated by me. When I start dating, I get so jealous, because I am afraid of them cheating on me. I then go right back to my husband for support. I feel my life is pretty screwed up, not to mention I have two children by him. I don't want to take my children out of the atmosphere they are accustomed to by leaving him, and I could not afford the home that we have now by myself. Please give me any advice. All I want is someone that I can completely give myself to again - mind, body, and soul, while getting the same in return. I want to completely trust someone again with no doubts.
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