Is the Storm Outside or In Your Mind?
A funny thing happened to me on the way to writing this post today (always wanted to open up a post like this). No, but really. I was walking outside and it was slightly drizzling. I knew I had about 5 minutes until I reached my destination and I couldn't help thinking, "It's the end of May, why is it drizzling. It's cold, my glasses are getting wet, and I'm going to be wet when I get there." So how is this significant to your life?
As I was walking I really wasn't aware of much else, except that this was really unpleasant. How I was contributing to the unpleasantness wasn't in my awareness in the moment.
As I can to a stop light there was a man standing next to me who I turned to and said, "Man, this is unbelievable." Although he looked pretty calm and replied, "Yup."
In that moment something happened, my mind took the discomfort to such a ridiculous extreme popping me into a space where the question arose in my mind, "is this really that unpleasant, it's just sprinkling water."
I realized in that moment that it wasn't only raining outside, but it was raining in my mind too. I had a choice to either accept the sprinkles of water and become present to the experience or to fight it.
As I chose to just accept the sprinkles and realize that I'd be in them for the next minute (4 minutes of fighting had elapsed), I noticed that my facial muscles had been tight and they started to relax as did the rest of me. To this day, it still amazes me how this happens.
This experience is so similar to how we work with stress and difficult emotions. When we fight sadness, fear, shame or anger, we end up creating tension in the body which makes us feel constricted. When we're constricted it's easier to get our buttons pushed.
There's a field of psychology called psychosynthesis that calls this living in the survival personality.
Accepting the moment doesn't imply that you're ok with it, it simply means being aware of the reality of the moment and not fighting it.
In fact, my experience in my life and working with the lives of others has shown me that the opposite approach of welcoming the experience and giving it space creates a feeling of greater peace and ease even though our minds might predict an opposite result.
So next time you're experiencing something difficult, see if you are fighting what's there and in that moment, that space, choose to accept that in that moment, that's reality. See if you can take it one step further and actually welcome the difficult feeling as just a guest in your house.
As always, please share your thoughts, stories and questions below. Your interaction provides a living wisdom for us all to benefit from.