Hello. I really need advice as I don't know what to think anymore and don't know what iIwant anymore.
I have been with my partner for 2 years and we have a little boy together. Within a month of our son being born a year ago, my partner cheated on me. He promised at the start of our relationship that he wouldnt do this to me. But he did.
I found it hard but forgive him. He likes a good drink and could go drinking all day. When this does happen, I try not to, but I get severly paranoid. When I phone him when he's out and there is no answer, my head spirals out of control. He knows how I get when he doesn't answer his phone. This happens when his cell When is on silent or he's left it in the car or cannot hear it, at least that is what he tells me. I know there will be a day when he's going to walk away because of my paranoia and me pushing him away. I hate being like this. I do trust him but my mind goes into overdrive and I become a different person when he's out for the night at the pub with his mates.
I love him so much. Am I mad??? Please please help. Thank you.
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