I know that there's a spectrum that ranges from heterosexuality to homosexuality . . . but what about asexuality? What about girls like me, who are attracted to the opposite sex and would like to get married someday, and want everything short of sex? I feel like I could meet a wonderful person someday but as soon as he found out where I was coming from, it would all go downhill. At the same time, I'm terrified that I might become a sex maniac as an adult and have no control over it. I'm terrified that there's already a part of me that wants it, but I've certainly been surpressing it. Is it realistic for me to say that I can surpress it all my life? And is it unhealthy that I feel guilty after just reading about sex from a biology textbook? That I worry if I'm accidently masturbating while just cleaning myself in the shower? I have come to despise the very idea of it all. Thank you for your time and help.
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