I'm twenty one years of age. I have a young daughter and I'm living on my own. From a young age I have always suffered with extreme emotions but as I'm getting older it seems to be getting worse. I seem to get extreme highs where I'm partying really hard and sometimes I just don't know when to stop. Then I get extreme lows where I can't b bothered to do anything and then sleep all the time.
I've been using party drugs and spending stupid amounts on alcohol. I don't care what anyone thinks. I don't feel like I have any control when I go off on one! When I come crashing back down I become so depressed and self loathing that I just feel like I can't get to a happy middle point. I just would like to relax and get some comtrol back so I can be a normal mommy with my daughter. I can't stand the extreme parts of my personality. The drugs and alcohol are making it worse!
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